Still Can’t Find My Poetry Book
I just hope no one finds it before I do…. 8O
I just hope no one finds it before I do…. 8O
Like, a lot.
Soft as flower petals
Were your tulips
As two lips became four
It tasted of mint
Crisp as the air outside
But your embrace kept me warm
Even though it was winter
In my stomach
Thousands of butterflies flew
My heart beat faster
Allegro, crescendo
And I knew that it was you
With a passion
I closed my eyes
But I still saw it all
My best friend
Who better to be with
So I float instead of fall
As we split
I still felt
Where your lips swept mine
And now, my love
I cannot wait
For the next time we entwine
The songbird drowned in a sea of words
Another one that would never be heard
And as it tried
To escape the tide
It just kept drowning because its wings weren’t dried
I’m sad to say that songbird died
A bright yellow peeks
Over my window sill
As I lift myself from bed
In the hall
Stands a mirror
Too small to fit my whole reflection
The baby blue
Of my nightgown
Winks at me
The mirror shows me
A glimpse of myself
As I slink by
My red locks
Still sleeping on my shoulders
Arise at the sight of my reflection
Drowsy, dreamy eyes
Turn and face
Myself
Through the looking-glass
I see an elephant
The elephant is me
I am large
Immense
Substantial
I am fat
She arose in the morn
Red curls draped on her pillow
A blue nightdress wrinkled
She heard again
In her nightmare
His voice calling her fat
Her arms were lanky
Her face pale as snow
Her ankles could barely hold her
She wobbled and shook
Pass the mirror in the hall
Willing herself not to look
But just like her body
Her will was not strong
And she turned to her reflection
The fragile swan
Small and beautiful
Only saw an ugly duckling
So again that day
She did not eat
Swallowing only her sorrow
She is small
Skinny
Fragile
She is frail
Part of me hopes
The world will end
In 2012
Like the Mayans said
Because then
When I died
My death wouldn’t be
By suicide
When you’re forced to carry
All the world’s weight
You’re quick to hope for
Death as your fate
So dear Mayans
Please be right
I just can’t take
Another night